Time twists And folds itself Like a silk scarf abandoned In a room with no doors The air heavy with the scent Of forgotten lilacs Each moment spiraling Inward Faces blurring into mirrors And footsteps echoing With the weight of things Unsaid Where the sky Is not a sky at all But a watercolour dream Spilling across An invisible page Clouds moving languidly Whispering secrets To a teacup trembling On the edge of a table Filled with shadows Of conversations Where nothing Is as it seems Feeling the world Tilt slightly As existence Exhales
John Drudge is a social worker working in the field of disability management and holds degrees in social work, rehabilitation services, and psychology. He is the author of seven books of poetry: March (2019), The Seasons of Us (2019), New Days (2020), Fragments (2021), A Long Walk (2023), A Curious Art (2024) and Sojourns (2024). His work has appeared widely in literary journals, magazines, and anthologies internationally. John lives in Caledon, Ontario, Canada with his wife and two children.
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The message that came through back channels was clear.
There will be a girl with a yellow tulip, pretending to listen to music.
A single yellow tulip, no other number or colour.
You will sit down, share some light banter before passing along the information.
Then you will walk three blocks East to a basement bookshop in the village.
Ask the proprietor if he has any Victor Hugo on loan.
Before heading back home and returning to your life.
Watering the plants in the window. Fighting with the chain on the back of the toilet until one or both of you have been pacified.
Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author residing in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many bears that rifle through his garbage. His work can be found both in print and online in such places as: Evergreen Review, The New York Quarterly, Borderless Journal, GloMag, Red Fez, and Lothlorien Poetry Journal.
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Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author residing in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many bears that rifle through his garbage. His work can be found both in print and online in such places as: Evergreen Review, The New York Quarterly, Borderless Journal, GloMag, Red Fez, and Lothlorien Poetry Journal.
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John, Augustus Edwin; Dylan Thomas (1914-1953); Amgueddfa Cymru – National Museum Wales; From Public Domain
I Can See Pink And White Mice (for Dylan Thomas)
The milkman’s habit of leaving his bottles behind was worrisome, reminded some of Starkweather; the weather’s stark, the distrait wind. All manner of throttled spectres splintering off to catch the light. And the visions of the magi had all become household names: bruised apple, poster wall, salt shaker…I can see pink and white mice sure as creeping mountains, blubberous fantasia of silty sea bed’s quilt, careening gulls in apocryphal death-mount: show me the tension that builds in each sinew, dance the structure of things away from gleeful horns, so that the words come upon you like a stranger in dark alleys: it is how things go together, sliding, reeling, unconstrained as a busy wood shop. Warring crabs in twisted pincer, the general’s best men sent to the front to dig through the dirt of slugs. Turning the soil into a belly of nervousness, of rolling thunder.
Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author residing in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many bears that rifle through his garbage. His work can be found both in print and online in such places as: Evergreen Review, The New York Quarterly, Borderless Journal, GloMag, Red Fez, and Lothlorien Poetry Journal.
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Lady With a Blue Veil (Sally Fairchild) by John Sargent(1856-1925). Sourced by Ryan Quinn Flanagan
GHOSTING SALLY FAIRCHILD
What a ghost of a woman! That Sally Fairchild, with hand raised to chest as if poignantly aghast at the very sight of her own faded rendering, a noticeable accompaniment on the ring finger, so there is that limited certainly, but the thickets already seem to be gripping at apparitional days, a loosening auburn bun swallowed up in blushing blues, rimmed day hat, much the same: perhaps, it is that maniacal jungle of colour all around her, swirling spiked monsters jumping out from a forgotten child’s scary closet – what was John Singer Sargeant thinking? No woman wants to be painted like that. As if she is disappearing right out of existence. Vanishing before everyone, even herself.
Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author residing in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many bears that rifle through his garbage. His work can be found both in print and online in such places as: Evergreen Review, The New York Quarterly, Borderless Journal, GloMag, Red Fez, and Lothlorien Poetry Journal.
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The cars line the street like curbed turtles spuddling with inertia, sketchy bellhop flies working the door in teams.
And the don has left the family. Breaking your heart was easy, hardly a crime of note.
Watching those lost auburn curls drop down past your shoulders with a theatre curtain fini.
To an angel’s dancing calm we go, to places unseen, early glories: silt songs of the whaling deep.
Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author residing in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many bears that rifle through his garbage. His work can be found both in print and online in such places as: Evergreen Review, The New York Quarterly, Borderless Journal, GloMag, Red Fez, and Lothlorien Poetry Journal.
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She died last week and the family convened to box up all her things: a few jewelry box keepsakes, the new-fangled salad spinner from eight birthdays ago that she could never work and refused to use, that blazon of 50 little angels on the mantle, hands clasped and eyes ascended in silent porcelain deference; a small army thrown into boxes, taped up and sent to storage, so the landlord could list the place in the papers the following Tuesday, champion an eat-in kitchen and proximity to public transit.
(First appeared in Rusty Truck)
A Giant Bear Jumps Up the Rockface Outside Sudbury, Ontario
You never realize how helpless you would actually be if the cards came calling.
A giant bear jumps up the rockface outside Sudbury, Ontario. A single leap up over twenty feet after sprinting in front of my truck.
Across three lanes of traffic. Those powerful hind legs digging claws deep into billions of years of solid Canadian Shield.
Power windows don’t seem so great after that. We have a long way to go.
It was just a moment, but it was everything to me.
Why anyone would count carbs after that seemed completely farcical to me.
I was in control of nothing. And all the power steering in the world could not help me with that.
(First appeared in Setu) Foreclosure Town
What the level of hand soap was at when your brother died.
I would never forget that. How many rings were failing the shower curtain.
How many tubes of toothpaste were left in the pantry, were all the labels facing out?
That is the difference. I remember everything.
How the air felt against the side of my nose as the wind picked up.
Peeling railings on my fingers.
Those careless brown flecks with the orange underside. How nothing seems to get everywhere.
(First appeared in Rusty Truck)
About the Book:
“Ryan Quinn Flanagan’s These Many Cold Winters of the Heart begins with an epigraph from Emily Dickinson “I am out with lanterns looking for myself,” a perfect depiction of this collection. You will be riveted from the opening poem, “I Grew Up in a Brewery Town,” where the Molson plant closes down but “people survived, they usually do” although “everyone had to pay for their beer now/and they were drinking more than ever” to the powerful “wonderful bloody magic” in “The Butterfly Hunter” near the end. Flanagan has no shortage of acute observations on everything from a humorous pair of crows and the homelessness of tents in winter, to Bob Dylan and Lawrence of Arabia. A plentiful array of humorous, everyday usually irreverent pieces, also stunning moments of awe, and sometimes addressing tough subjects without flinching, from unexpected violence and death, to family mental illness, the loss of a brother, and the suicide of a childhood friend and an uncle and its after-effects. These latter poems will sneak up on you and take your breath away….I highly recommend These ManyCold Winters of the Heart and look forward to having the book in hand. Susan Ward Mickelberry, author of And Blackberries Grew Wild.” (From Susan Ward Mickelberry Reviews).
“Ryan Quinn Flanagan walks us through daily life in These Many Cold Winters of the Heart. ‘This is no simple dirty ditty[.]’ The moments he captures come running off the page like a giant bear ‘A single leap up over twenty feet after sprinting/in front of my truck.’ He explores death, work, and all the minutiae of life somehow knowing how all the pieces fit together…” Karen Cline-Tardiff, Gnashing Teeth Publishing.
About the Author:
Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author who lives in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many bears that rifle through his garbage. His work has been published both in print and online in such places as: The New York Quarterly, Rusty Truck, Borderless Journal, Evergreen Review, Red Fez, Horror Sleaze Trash and The Blue Collar Review. He enjoys listening to the blues and cruising down the TransCanada in his big blacked out truck.
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‘Brand loyalty, loyalty to the brand is paramount’
It starts early, like learning to walk or sucking that soother into milked oblivion. As soon as the senses have been developed and primed: ‘brand loyalty, loyalty to the brand is paramount,’ say it with me as though we are trapped in an Orwellian elevator counting the floors we are told are rushing by, but never witness. And what stays with us is always the invasive species, latching on, building appetites and limits, destroying potential. Replacing creator with consumer, what a slippery little eel of a trick! Slogans instead of sentiments truly felt, products and their placement. Armies of jingle writers and focus groups that dwarf any once great Napoleonic offering. Revenue streams no longer those idyllic little fishing holes your grandfather took you to on weekends, in secret. When the sun across your neck and arms and legs felt like a strengthened reprieve. And what bounced off the water was some marvellous simple truth revealed, if only for a moment and to you, who by chance, was born again.
Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author residing in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many bears that rifle through his garbage. His work can be found both in print and online in such places as: Evergreen Review, The New York Quarterly, Borderless Journal, GloMag, Red Fez, and Lothlorien Poetry Journal.
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Musical resonance, the skeletal grind, wheel well tumblings on a red vineyard clime – Sardinian giant wormholes, shivering, stuck on a what in the world island, heaving cardamom can’t work corners, the formation of sand and mixtape spools, a cursory lust over the wanting membrane: frothing, feasting, ruthlessly ensnared And Jericho was no one’s lover, scorned his heart for an apple-bride’s cleaver, drove scurvy from the harbours, devoured the worm from the bottom of the bottle, held Man high as the oldest scar, taunting the land with boundless shadows: inventor of the first way to die.
Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author residing in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many bears that rifle through his garbage. His work can be found both in print and online in such places as: Evergreen Review, The New York Quarterly, Borderless Journal, GloMag, Red Fez, and Lothlorien Poetry Journal.
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The old man and the sea, painting by Anne Weirich (Public Domain)
Of all things comprised, my unwitting alibis –
cove familiar shoulders in hunch, a mortuary stillness,
whale song across a darkened harbour,
the ghost of old pipe smoke through a ripened air
and rattily seated upon this chair, this porch,
a man of great age and weather;
a bottle of scotch and a single malt glass
on a nearby table – the roaming vicissitudes;
no pining gallant plight, no hands of shared warmth,
just a language so bare and true
as no man will be incited,
no love startled back from the breathless
unmoved depths.
Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author residing in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many bears that rifle through his garbage. His work can be found both in print and online in such places as: Evergreen Review, The New York Quarterly, Borderless Journal, GloMag, Red Fez, and Lothlorien Poetry Journal.
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Borderless 