By Jahanara Tariq

CHILDHOOD IS A PERFORATED TAMARIND TONGUE
Childhood is a perforated tamarind tongue:
Through which drops a table in a lawn of green silk,
Its spindly legs— the kind which made Victorians go heavy with lust—chase me.
I break into a run. I have grown in caterpillar widths in all these years
They web themselves around me, a breakfast of lettuce bloomed salmon flesh
And papaya juice, the colour of a lime-yellow towel soaked in vacation days made of scraped knees and 300 languid liquid summer hours
There, fathers striding through corridors and the deeper ends of pools
Brown skin glistening, singing a cigarette laugh, while swaying with an awkward ease to Armstrong beats, evaporating with the sandcastle rook
Someone blows loony moons through bulbous glasses
My toes stretch, spilling red pulpy bits, having it appear amusing like a deconstructed omelet, on its white legs
My memories, a mushy fishbone
I hear the dead wear rings of cedar and wings of the sea at day break
GOD COMPLEXES
A feast of eternal sweet nothings by baby pink angels
By the bubbly cobblestone alleyways hinged at 225 degrees, I swelled up.
How the winglet of the winter night quivered, ready for a flight to snowless lands away
The lady in the leopard print blew smoke morphing the mountains into giggly balloons
I peered my head within and gave him a bellyful of rose rinsed stars
Which fell, soft as a coo, for poets to grasp
Humming of how the sane do not know the deliriums of longing and that of love
Under the disco fresco we became a turquoise conference of peacocks
An engineered eternity, held by giant fingers of bluish distillate.
NIGHTS OUT IN DHAKA
She scooped out sweetmeats and fed them to him.
Outside Louis Khan’s sketch, a man with infinite ringlets on his chest
Climbed out of a three wheeled vehicle with God’s blessings and
Passed on the paper box to an instrument of delight,
With a tucked in pink pocket; purrs of little deaths.
Dainty fleets of laughter, sheens on cheap chiffon salwars*.
A dappled moment of hunger, an affection barely imaginable.
They floated on an amorous sea of saturated orange trucks.
*Salwars are South Asian harem pants
Jahanara Tariq is a writer based in Dhaka, Bangladesh. She is currently serving as a lecturer at the Department of English and Humanities at the University of Liberal Arts Bangladesh and is also one of the founding editors at Littera, a literary magazine which she co-owns. Her essays and reviews have been published in The Daily Star among other places.
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